The Legoland Convention

So I would love it if once, just once some type of normal relationship would happen in my life. Why is it that the guys who are the greatest, yet worst idea are the ones I end up thinking about?! Timing, age, vocational situation, ability to care of themselves/others etc, never seem to fit. And then there's the interest. Why am i never interested in the ones who are interested in me? Aggrrr. I'm having a feeling sorry for myself day. do i accept my fate? or do i somehow change the odds. I don't even know what i would do. for now i just pondering the unattainable