The Legoland Convention

i see myself in the mirror
is this really me?
i see myself so differently from the inside
i feel so much more...nebulous

on the outside i feel nothing but sharp pain
i seem harshly defined
light is so unkind to definite features
so unbeautiful

i'm full of hollowness
i can see it all so clearly
in the moments i'm able to look at myself
this never lasts long

the world is starting to turn again
it always starts turning again
but it was nice of it to stop for a few minutes
just for me